#blogElul 6: Know
August 21, 2015
You know everything
there is to know.
Who I am, and who I was
last time round.
How I carry myself
(eyes forward, head high)
when there's a chasm
gaping in my chest
and how my voice wavers
when I'm overcome with joy.
You know what I yearn for
even the parts I don't admit.
How impossibly lucky
I feel, because
I get to fall asleep
with you in my heart
and begin every day
by greeting you.
You know how much
beyond words means.
I wrote a response to this prompt in prose, but I wasn't satisfied with it. It felt like it was all stuff I'd said before. So I scrapped it, and wrote this poem instead. I think it's part of the same series of love poems to the Beloved which began with Your voice knocks.
I'm participating again this year in #blogElul, an internet-wide carnival of themed posts aimed at waking the heart and soul before the Days of Awe. (Organized by Ima Bima.) Read #blogElul posts via the Elul tag; last year's posts are now available in print and e-book form as See Me: Elul poems.