Watching armed insurrection from afar
January 12, 2021
The lake has frozen.
Ice fishermen scatter,
tiny dark figures
making their way
across its flat
white expanse.
My heart pounds
gunfire
in my chest.
If the ice breaks
there is no one
to call.
I drove past a frozen lake this morning on my way to get my allergy shots. Every year I watch this lake freeze. Every year I watch the ice fishermen settle on the ice. Every year I spare a thought about the danger in what they're doing, especially when the ice is new. Right now it feels like our whole nation is on thin ice.
If you are struggling with increased anxiety these days, you are not alone. Please reach out to a trusted clergyperson, a therapist, a friend, the national suicide prevention hotline or crisis textline. And reach out to people you know even if you're okay, because the people you know might not be.